Monday, April 2, 2007

Under The Weather

I haven't been feeling very motivated to do much the past couple of days, but I haven't been feeling all the great health wise either. At the beginning of Spring Break I developed a cold, just like any other cold so I wasn't too concerned about it and it pretty much went away, but the past few days I've been feeling ill again but in a different way. I feel tired, my stomach feels upset but I haven't been physically sick, I have trouble sleeping, I lie in bed feeling really warm but yet I shiver from the inside-out, and usually a headache comes into play somewhere. Overall, I'm feeling pretty poopie.

I was also really grumpy today, most likely because of lack of sleep and not feeling all that great and spring break was over and it was back to school today and I just didn't have the patience or want to be there and it just seemed like everything was falling out of place and not going right. I prayed for patience and strength to get through the day without being too negative, I don't like to be seen as a grumpy, mean, or negative person and I really wanted my mood to lift so I asked God to be my rock throughout the day.

I was supposed to meet up with two of my girl friends from high school for our monthly dinner date type thing we do, but because of feeling under the weather, I had to cancel and felt pretty bad about because we always have so much fun together and I don't get to see them very often, but of course being the good friends they are, they understood and we're going to try and reschedule for the next week or so.

I basically just spent the night resting, I actually had a nap from like 4:30pm until 8:15pm, it was really nice and very much needed, I just hope I can still get to sleep at a decent hour tonight now.

I pray that whatever illness is in my system and bothering me right now, that God will lift it and help get me back feeling normal and healthy and ready to face anything. I praise God, that even though I'm not feeling 100%, that I am blessed with the chance to rest and take it easy and have almost 4 hour naps in the comfort of my bed.

I have a couple of other topics in mind that I would like to blog about, but this is already quite lengthy and they are completely different topics, so hopefully I'll be able to keep them in mind and be motivated to post again tomorrow.

Thanks for reading and until next time, God Bless.

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